wasuuuuup

howzit boys and girls :) thought i'd send another shout out and tell everyone how shit is out here. i had a startling realization today...calirfornia SUCKS. haha. granted i haven't 'lived' here really and it's hard to get a feel for a city just passing through...although i have passed through cali on many, many occasions for various reasons through different cities and i don't like it all that much. if i ever end up here i hope it's like venice beach or santa cruz or something like that jsut so i can work and go to the beach (this is if i can't live in hawai`i). but yeah, after being in NYC, i know where to go for a party. after living in hawai`i, i know where to go to chill. and after being out of this goddamn country, i know where to go to explore ;)

another interesting (avoiding saying startling twice in one day) realization was that back at columbia....no girls ever cook for us. mostly it's liu, chang and i that cook. very weird *shrugs*. i discovered this talking to my dad (he's the cook in the family, we fired my mom) this afternoon and i never thought of it. i just like getting people together which is why i keep putting those little dinners together, but yeah...i think maybe ONCE makiko cooked for us....rachel came over and cooked pizza once, although a lotta people helped....and that's about it. they always help, don't get me wrong, but it's almost never the 'woman in the kitchen' where they belong (i'm kidding...you should know that). and next year, i imagine much of the same :) fuckin' women. even more useless now than they used to be!

speaking of 'fuck women'....my brother was telling me i should get a summer fling. that would be fun. now where do i find cute girls in hawai`i...oh yeah....everywhere.

if only that were the only problem *slaps head*

yeah, i imagine i'll just suck s'more :) but shit, i FINALLY turn twenty one in two months and when i get back to nyc i plan to get out more and see some cool shit. cooler clubs (that don't cost a 45 bucks), cool bars (that aren't full of frosh), and also jazz. i wanna see some good jazz. and i don't wanna have to worry about getting the boot for being underage...not that that ever happens at a jazz club...but still, it'll be nice not to have to worry. and christian, drew, now you won't have to worry about where to go that you can get my underrage ass through the doors ;)

it should be nice.

mm...chocolate covered gummi bears.