squakbox as a whole is down, so my comments are nonexistent. *shrugs* no word from them so i dunno if i'll be gtting a new service later or not, but if anyone's left me a comment (not getting full of myself, just sending a shout out) in the past few days, i probably didn't get it..

on that note, today turned into QUITE a long day. 6 games at sectionals, and SIX FUCKING WINS. that's right, undefeated. fuckin' amazing. good fun, too. afterwards, me and austin walked down to kfc to get some chicken 'cause austin wasn't feeling like a 'lame, boring group dinner thing'....bullshit. i love those lame, boring group dinner things. whatever though, he and i ate with liu, liu went to bed, austin and i went to matt's and drank some. people slowly started trickling away 'till only a few of us were left....candace wandered closer and closer into our little circle...and of course i got more and more antsy. i bailed with christian, nick, drew and brian white as we were the last there. we were going to try and get into some trouble...climb some shit, find some shit, steal some shit...but every idea we had was thrwarted by homeless people or cops so we bagged it and here i am.....

(going back a few steps) i suppose i'll contemplate this later, but i think i'm done trying to deal with those two ghosts in my life. it doesn't work in my head, and i've left it too long for them to care anymore (it seems) so fuck it. three weeks, and it'll get at least twice as easy to avoid.....and it's pretty easy already. it's not that i hate her, it's that i hate how i've let/made myself feel ABOUT her.

fin