reminisce

that can't be correctly spelled....fuck it.

so on some whim i still don't understand i went and read the columbia ultimate newsgroup tonight....i dont' know why. i think it had to do with the fact that i was too tired to play guitar and too injured to work on raimi without some pain.

but yeah...got a LITTLE nostalgic...but that wore off pretty quick. i don't miss it yet, really. i needed to get out of school and i'm enjoying my decision right now. having the opportunity to spend shitloads of money on christmas presents (not even on credit cards this year!) feels really nice. i still don't like christmas much, though....i have a lotta haphazard relationships with friends...i dunno how that happens. between guys, it's usually understood whether presents or not are warranted. usually not :) i don't like christmas 'cause i'm a mean person...although i am a mean person, haha. cold, i should say. i just feel worse about when i miss something than i feel good about hitting something (present wise). although money helps...i'm actually quite proud of the ideas i came up with.

but yeah, left a nice long retarded message on the newsgroup sendin' a shoutout to as many people as i could remember to (and by shoutout i mean bitchslap). always fun.

and my mom wants me to cut her hair...ut i'm a little drunk

oh my


"no one no not no one likes to be left out"