don't drink and blog

and that, ladies and gentlemen, is why friends should not let friends drink and blog. yeah i was pissed, yeah i couldn't sleep because of it, but whatever, it was a few cars and no, i wouldn't really break someone's ankle to feel better about myself. i'm gonna do like i always do and disregard any notion i have of deleting that post, though :) maybe i'll stumble upon it one day and remember why i'm a pacifist. dumb fucking kids.

regardless, i'm riding my fuckin' bicycle up there this week. while i never leave anything of use in my car, they didn't give a shit. they just wanted to break shit. they got into my friend's car two weeks ago and threw his homework and schoolbooks into the street.

yeah. real cool.

i'm at school, workin' late. been slackin' off REAL good lately and i'm payin' for it now. i guess that's to be expected, heh heh. my weekends have been filling up two weeks in advance lately, funny how that happens. i have one'a those dorky university of hawaii weekly planners to help me keep everything organize and i hate to say, but i'm fuckin' lost when i accidently leave it on my desk at home or school or something...i feel....old. i remember back in the day when there was like...one thing i had to actually remember a MONTH...the rest was just..."yo, wanna go get a beer?"

of course it is one way that i deal. one the reasons i AM single is that i did too much in the course of a week that tam either wasn't interested in or couldn't join me. in the end we were both lonely. of course i had "everyone else" filling that void for me but that was one'a things i fell in love with her for...she used to be there.

so now i fill up everyday of the week i can with ultimate, surfing, drinking, eating...fuckin' anything. regular ultimate, volleyball and poker, that leaves usually 3 nights in a week to find something to do. lately it's been setting up my computer. got a cheap comp from a friend when my last HD crashed. he had win2k on it...what a piece of shit. so i've spent most of the last couple days setting up a dvd burner, backing up, formatting and installing winxp and updating it (shit there're a lotta updates)...but it's been worth it. winxp is a powerhouse...glad i took the time to do it (and hopefully won't have to do it for another couple years now).

and eventually wanna get into making dvd's (living room playable types)...should be fun :) i guess it's the next step after the mixtape CD?

in the ear:
killswitch engage
dramarama
maroon 5
marilyn manson
sum 41
foo fighters (new album!)
muse
faint
linkin park

boom.