Burn it Off

my self-inflicted panopticon failed.

3.05.2003


i just lost MORE money at poker! haha. ehh, it's jsut money. i'm really not too distraught about it 'cause i really like playing, and i don't think i know how to spell. 'sides, most of the money goes to chang, and chang's investing most of it in poker equipment (so he says) next year. so i guess i'm helping the cause?

no, doesn't really help :) whatever.

again, i declare, i'm only playing hold'em. it's less reliant on luck (which i definately don't have) and i can last a very very long time even if i am getting shitty cards. unfortunately it takes five or six people minimum and tends to bore others. oh well, i can always play online i suppose.

so who's still checking my blob to ease this midterm bullplop? heh. i think it's at least a good thing i'm not an excessive newsgroup poster as it's turned into a little warzone...chang against the world. but then again what's new. at least when i post i usually just 1) make fun of myself or 2) inadvertently make fun of myself. i gave up trying to be clever a long time ago, now i just make weird comments that nobody really gets and start parties. THIS is where i try and be clever : ) well not really. i just kinda let it pour out, take it or leave it *shrugs*

tomorrow:
lotsa jazz studying
finish the last parts of two different computer lab thingies
take jazz midterm
play some ultimate maybe
ROCK
perhaps sleep, perhaps study. i really have to get a head start on next week.

after tuesday all my big stress is gone. i SHOULD do more work due after spring break (i'm definately not bringin' it) but we'll see about that.

i wonder if this blob is ever going to contain anything of real insight and interest....unless you think my life is interesting? heh....i'll never know if you don't COMMENT!!!

talk to me
jess



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