Burn it Off

my self-inflicted panopticon failed.

3.03.2003


i was just informed by tao that i just posted my 1300th post on the ultimate newsgroup :) mind you, this is out of a total of 12,053 (12,054 after i posted about 1300) posts, the first being on April 10, 1996. muahahaha.

i'd probably have more, but lately the newsgroup's not as fun. there used to be enough gibberish and bullshit that i'd kind of blend in, or at least be looked over, but in these sad times when some worthless flakes out there are working on bullshit papers and midterms and fuckin' theses (makiko i hate you)....nobody posts anymore. usually when confronted about it they're like "i have nothing to say" then i say "neither do i" and they're like, but i like you're posts. i really don't get it. of course, there are those out there who are like "i delete your posts", but more power to them and less power to me. which really doesn't matter considering i'm INVINCIBLE.

the crapulence that has been the newsgroup was replaced by this here blob :) for those poor souls of yours, constantly being dragged back here day after day, i pity you. not only do you have no life, but you're content reading about how much LESS of a life i have. bravo. wait....i....*hangs head*

really though, i like writing, putting this down. once in a while i go back and read them but i usuually remember them anyway. when you say exactly what's on your mind, when it's on your mind, you never really have to 'think back' and wonder...oooh, what'd i just tell the world? now i just have to wonder if i'm telling stories somebody already knows. it's a lot simpler than wondering if i was man enough, or unashamed enough to tell the world that i got naked in a roomfull of people....twice. i just have to wonder if someone else knows more about the story than i do, ahhhahahaha.

i've also pushed my own private prison up a notch and invited my brother and sister to come watch : ) i wonder if they'll come....*shrugs*. i don't think i'm ready for mom and dad quite yet though, heh heh. they'll have to ask if they want to know *grins*.

well, so far on the hell week, i've gotten off to a monster start. i've got...just over eight hours 'till my next midterm and i think i just need another hour or two to study it. no prob, i hope.

that's me.

who're you?

chicken wings.

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