sucker punch

i bought my first video game in about ten years (gameboy days, baby). it's called grand tourismo 3 for playstation 2. i used to play it with my friend david wood back at home. he lived in kalihi which is close to town and our high school so i used to crash at his place a lot when we were out really late so we'd stay up and play this game. it's a racing game that is the most in-depth piece of gaming i've ever found. it's really cool. there's all kinds of different 'modes' you can play in...the most interesting to me being the one where you start with no cash and a shitty car and you start building up money and parts and cars by winning races and things. really fun.

i realize i'm going to be wasting a lot of time with it, but i think it's actually almost good for me. most of the time when i'm bored i wanna go out and drink and be debaucherous and spend money. this way, 25 bucks'll last me hours and hours and hours....yay. granted i'll be a little more anti-social but i think i could stand to spend more nights at home. especially when other people are so much more reluctant to get out this past year. 'might' change...but i highly doubt it. trends are hard to bust.

i'm really tired right now so i'm going to try and keep it that way until a decent time to go to sleep instead of take a nap rightnow and stay up 'till dawn again. 'cause then i might just have to drink MOOOORE!!! yeah, not the greatest idea : ) but fun nonetheless. my stomach really wasn't feeling good yesterday and the day before. it felt better today, though. and some KFC dripping with oil and honey made it feel a LOT better. i also need a bath....haven't really had one in a couple days :) mostly because by the time i AM tired and ready for bed...i don't want to take a shower 'cause it might wake me up. of course i COULD just take one earlier....but that just wouldn't make sense.

i'm donwloading some of those songs from my 'summer music list' i posted a week or so ago. starting with AFI and 'the starting line'. help me hold on to summer as long as possible. isn't it funny how certain songs/bands remind you of certain times in your life? like...damn....that was high school 1999....or....damn.....that song came out right when i broke up with so and so....it's nice. reminds me of high fidelity where cusack was rearranging his vinyl collection autobiographically. i couldn't do that because as much as i love music....i don't know my collection THAT well. there are definitely af ew albums and/or songs that i apply to certain parts in my life....but only a few. i do have a summerlist, though.

i think i'm gonna listen to a few more and try out GT3.


don't wait up, honey