Burn it Off

my self-inflicted panopticon failed.

1.06.2004

teen wolf (hbo)
ahhhh



so i've been home all day besides dropping my mom off at work this morning so i could get a car....but then i never dida nything with the car :) i cruised some'a the south shore beaches on the way home...but there were no waves at all which is mostly why i didn't go out again. ehh, had a relaxing day instead. slept a shitload...which was needed since i was out 'till like 3:30 last night (that's late for hawaii) and actually ended up drinking kind of a lot. went to zippy's afterwards to sober up :) we were commenting afterwards (me and nick) asking how many lives we thought zippy's saved by sobering up drunk drivers (it's open 24/7)

lotsa people came out. thomas, his friend JJ, nick, cat, landon, mike, mahea, scott and eli. thomas, jj and nick ended up on my end of the island towards dusk looking for waves (which there were none) and came over and helped finish our leftovers from holiday parties. after that we gathered everyone we could find and told 'em to come to dave & busters. good times. ended up at ryan's after that 'cause we wanted to just sit and jj got booted 'cause he forgot his ID at thomas' house :) oh well. good times.

seems i may actually still have friends in hawaii, heh heh.

i'm thinking more and more about what life after college is gonna be like. i think i'm going to change a lot....a lot simply because i'll have the opportunity to. i mean, nobody's going to know me there. it was the same way when i went to college. i've talked a lot about how much i've changed since graduating high school but somehow i've locked myself into a lifestyle i don't think i belong in. i think i'll be happier finding some middle ground. hopefully i haven't forgotten how to make friends :)




life.



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