a chain reaction leaving sour milk on your foot.

it's amazing how many painful associations you have to deal with at the end of a relationship sometimes. the activities you used to enjoy together, the places you used to go, the restaurants you used to go to...that shampoo smell on your pillow that lingers for just a few days afterwards...

or the last soda in the fridge. i bought a case of diamond head soda (local soda place that makes basically bubbly syrup, naturally i love the shit) at fisher hawaii a while back and i'm only now finishing the last one in the fridge (did give a few away). aaaand (i'm sure you were waiting for me to get to the point) i just realized that the day i bought the case was the last time i smiled at tam and kissed her goodnight.

i think about her enough as it is. do i really need this? meh.



*time passes*