alien
i don't know what it is lately but i've been more and more inclined to alienate the people around whom i don't really enjoy being around. once upon a time i would've welcomed just about any company but sometimes...maybe it's better just to be alone.
has something to do with tam...and sacrificing so much of myself to be with someone...and realizing i felt so out of place that i took it back. like they say you only know what you 'had' when you lose it. i've never gone so far outa' myself in my life...but i did for her. unfortunately it still wasn't enough.
so i took it back. and in the process i'm realizing the things that i 'am' for other people that aren't me...and i'm taking those back too.
i needed to recenter.
lost and found.
1 Comments:
At 9:15 PM,
por favor no fubar said…
taking it back
wiggity-whack
(Sorry to be flippant, I felt the need to rhyme.) This hits rather close to home for me, only in a bizarre-o opposite way. Are there also any good things from your journey to the edge that you'd like to keep as part of your new center?
I'm still winding my way back to Krischelleville after my break-up last month, but it's turning out to be an okay experience - transformative, even. (At least sometimes.)
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