sweet meats

dinner tonight: leftover zippy's zip pac (spam and teri beef) and rice w/ furikake. not quite enough so i fried two eggs, smashed 'em into the rice (runny eggs) and drowned it in shoyu. do you think there's any way i need more salt?

i do wonder actually. i crave bloody steak, i'm always tired. someone once suggested i need more iron so i started taking feminine 1-a-days...i don't think it made much difference. oddly enough i haven't had a cold in like 9 months. maybe it's all the drinking...

and for the first time in a long time, i'm having some pretty bad insomnia. not like, can't fall asleep like normal, but waking up every fucking hour of the night and tossing and turning. it's brutal. and makes for some FUCKED up dreams...i keep having all these people from my distant past visit me....very interesting (and not the usual).

of course it's probably because i'm stressin' out. i have ONE more set of tests to do for my thesis but the computer crashed yesterday when one'a the other guys tried to change the power source. shite. don't REALLY need the tests for my thesis, more like icing on the cake but would be nice. i wanted to get everything done and THEN start writing so....now i'm starting the writing without a clear conclusion but whatever, i've got a lotta gibberish i gotta go through 'cause i picked such a weird project (polymer solar cells). my entire experimental procedure is made up 'cause it's not like there's a manual for it. meaning i made a LOT of mistakes and learned the hard way....

and i fuckin' hate writing. i get a pretty graph and i lose interest, i don't wanna write five pages about it.

yay.

also means i'll be siting at a computer a lot...so i'll most likely be posting more : )

see ya' soon