Burn it Off

my self-inflicted panopticon failed.

6.01.2003



bbq

had a bbq at my friend kaipo's house in kahala. good fun, good food, good friends, shitty beer. always a nice time :) it was nice to see everyone for the first time since christmas (some even longer) and chat and make fun...and just sit around and be haaawaiian. heh. lindsay showed up for a bit too, lookin' good, unfortunately. i ddin't feel TOO much seeing her...but then again i didn't really make any effort to talk with her still. just sat around and did my own thing and she did hers...it's weird. i was in love with lindsay in the first place 'cause she was one of the few people i could talk to about all the crazy things that go on in my head without just talking to dead ears. she was actually interested in talking about all the twisted philosophies and shit i had on life and she always had her own takes on things. just one of those people i could pour my mind out as it was and make conversation with instead of sitting around trying to think of something interesting to say. *shrugs* and now it's only kisses on the cheek...she was having a conversation about school with another friend of ours (kyle) and tapped me in to ask how finals were, and we talked a bit about it....blah blah, meh, and that was about it for the two of us conversing. i suck :)

and she's a ghost.

enough about women, i had a nice time. earlier in the day i was looking through the classifides for jobs. my new thought? valet driver :) how cool would that be to drive all these cool cars and shit? i think it'd be fun...and probably night work too so i could go to the beach. i've secured a bored, and my friend said he can fix it up for me...so surfing should commence pretty soon, woohoo! i'm gonna absolutely suck, but it should be fun, nonetheless.

poke

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